Defenseless

I just had a good conversation with my online date. She said that I'm over-protective, unopen with my feelings, disrespectful towards people, over-demanding with people, and a loner with few friends. Whoa, that really blew all my armor away. I feel so vulnerable, I still feel the chills now. But that's good, at least I know what's wrong with me. I guess what she really wanted to say was that I have a fear of intimacy. Actually, I'm glad I didn't go out with her on Monday because it would just be an awkward dinner. At least now, after being shouted at, I know where my weakness is and where to improve.